sweets, was my best gift i ever received.

i realise that i didnt reply comment. hehhe.. sry guys, cos i didnt really log in veryyyyyy long already.

christmas had just ended, new year is coming ahead. 3 more days to the end of 2009. recently i met a very long friend, should i say friend?? or my tutor but closer than a tutor. kind of miss them[:  i still rmb when i was pri 1, i went to this little club, is at unlce ben’s house. where there’s many children  singing song, playing games and there is tutors teaching us free of charge[: this is where i know them and this is where i know jin liang and her family, 11 years ago already.  last time in this month i was playing like crazy celebrating for xmas, having party at unlce ben’s house and i receive lots of present and gifts.  HA! sweet was the most wonderful present for me last time. hahas.. how wonderful at the time, no worries at all. just play n sleep, sleep and play.

 let me think of today afternoon hui shan said she wants to a kid but she is only 15 years old. hahas… when i was 15 always tot of growing up fast and now, how i wish i can be a kid forever , no worries. those were kept in my memories, soft and silent memories was flowing  thru my minds. that’s warm up my heart and makes me smile(: rarely smile gladly recently. received

silent is beauty

im really very tired and getting so sick of my lifestyle, sometime i wonder choose to work so fast is it the right decision for me. could i just rest on someone or  just go for a swim? i don know. anything that can let my heart and mind silent off just for a moment. can i just say I’M NOT HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!

special strength for 2 more months.

for the past 2 month i’m having attachment, at the peroid i tot it was the end of my freedom. eveyday working and working but don know why i can still can go thru, this time after my attachment i tot can have a good holiday before touch on my projects but my assignsments, hair design and end of year hair show is like super pack!! argh!!!!!!!!!! date line for report and slide next week, themes for end of yr show on coming mon.

i’m kind of pissed off  is, they didnt give us the date line for hair design. then how u wan us to tell our models which date. you think models from outside don need to work or everyday stay at home shake leg is it! arghhhhh… super tired n stress about sch work, really need to vent it out a bit.

25 nov will be the end of year, hair show. just 2 more months!

i wan watch those

heha!!!!

attachment had just ended!

thanks God for everything, indeed the only strength i can hold on.  anyway after this one week of holidays going back to sch, mon to fri sch days, sat service, sun back to Ginrich work, my latest planing for maybe 2 months ahead(: so i can have fun, studies and income tgt in a week.

i had never never get wad’s on your mind. there is thousand of question in a mind,sometime i just felt why must i get to care so much. i just wan to go to the highest as i can.

very sleepy already, goodnight!

i had start my attachment like one week already and surprising i’m still survive. i’m super duper tired!!! but i felt a little of fulfillment(:

anyway is it possible to be a stylist within a year and yes it can be, cause urban there is a guy use to be a assistant but within a year he is a stylist already, please God let my only hope to carry on, hold a bit little longer as u say life on earth, everything  is just temporary but at least let my hope to continue burning like a fire till the end of everything.

the different..

From this long and rebonded hair.

to this short hair with some bleach.

this cut even shorter and bleach twice..

realize that colour not nice, so color dark purple and brown i think, but the photo purple looks bright cos i went to swimming.

and now! color really fade away due to swimming and shampoo(: wah!!! realize i did alot of thing on my hair uh. no try no learning(:

my very first post at wordpress.

hahahs!!! yeah! finally i can post a entry on the net. still don really know how to use wordpress, must get use to it.

omg. i’m still thinking on monday attachment to urban hair, wad will happen to me. always let my fear to control me, but this time i know and i know. i must be strong to go in and be strong to out too.  hahs.. like i going to hell, i just cant bear my friends around me cos i know that i will be very tired after work. how am i maintain the relationship with them without going out with them or didnt talk to them by months.i have been thru this situation before and let me to have the same mindset again.

anyway i had a farewell dinner with kengsern tonight with cell group too, going NS on mon. jiayou must take away all your fats and rmb to keep fit, hahhas..